Today I realized someone I thought was a very good friend and I have drifted apart. It's kind of sad because it wasn't anything either one of us did. We were spending a lot of time together. I really thought we were gonna make it. We're not. I know I sound like a teenager, but I'm really starving for a healthy friendship and I thought, well, as I already said, I thought we were gonna make it.
I found out today that she has gone back to doing something we used to do together with someone new. I wish I could ask her if she quit to wait me out. I wish I could ask her if she asked anyone if they'd seen me. I hate facebook. If I hadn't poked around and seen a post about it I probably would have gone on in ignorant bliss, but maybe it's for the better. She was out of my league in so many ways. She had a lot of money and a lot of friends. She's popular in her close knit group.
Me? I got nothin'.
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