So it hurt. It hurt very much to hear him tell the truth. He'd always wanted me to work. I never said anything to him or told him I heard what he said. I kept quiet about it and obviously never forgot it. I almost typed the words forgive but for a brief moment the word seemed inappropriate.
Forgive.
Forgive him for what? For being honest? I just wish he hadn't let me think he supported what I thought was our decision but was now my decision. A sadness has replaced my shock and hurt. Now I wait and watch for him to betray his words with his actions. I expect it and I have never been disappointed.
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